[Week 15]

[Jee Choe]

WELL WELL WELL LOOK WHO STAYED!??

i am the boy who lived =]

i managed to get erika and amy to keep me, while nathan lied about voting to keep me and actually rallied to get me voted out of the house which i think is rediculous of him, but i guess its ok cuz i do the same thing to him lol
he was acting all buddy buddy w/ me all day but i know it was him to do it and he is gonna pay if i win hoh. if he wins hoh tho i'm so screwed in this game =X

anyways me and nakomis have agreed we're gonna stick together
me and james have agreed to stick together

so they're the only ppl in this house i trust...

apperently amy and sarah were close which i was shocked.... so i have to be wary of her....

nate started a rumor about me and nak haveing a f2 which is a lie obviously dumb idiot i can't wait til he gets voted off.... hopefully

anyways this week was a lot of bull crap everywhere it should've been nathan and not sarah last week it sucks butt i wish she could've stayed.....

[Jee Choe]

ok
so you're not going to like parts of this I'll tell you right now.
BUT when I won HOH, my plan was for either Nakomis or Sarah to go.
And I told you that.
Now I did try to make up with Nathan and Amy because I did feel bad about what had happened between us.
James 7:51 pm
so when I won HOH, Nathan suggested making an alliance with some others
and I thought that was a good idea
Your name was brought up
and then later shot down by Nathan.
because I wanted to you stick around for a long while.
so we talked to both Amy and Erika about forming something...
James 7:54 pm
and agreed that at least for this week, that they would all vote together to control the vote...and if veto was used, whichever of Sarah and Nakomis remained on the block would leave.
Are you getting all of this so far?
ijeelly 7:54 pm
yes
James 7:55 pm
which is why I put you up as the replacement...you were supposed to be safe.
I asked the three of them to not force a tie, to all vote Sarah out so that I didn't have to get my hands dirty again.
lol
Obviously it tied.
of course it did.
I should have just put Nathan's ass up there like I wanted to...
James 7:56 pm
for whatever reason, I actually believed what he's been saying.
that's been my mistake all game
he told me that he and Amy figured out that you and Nakomis had a final 2 agreement.
he said that you told him that you had Nak's vote to stay.
which is probably true.
but it's just gotten to the point where I have no idea who to believe about anything at all...
when I asked Amy about it, she said that what Nathan told me was false.
James 7:58 pm
and wanted me to stick with the plan for Sarah to go.
Nathan on the other hand, voted to evict you and told me that Amy did the same, and wanted me to send you packing.
But Amy told me she voted out Sarah.
I tend to believe her just a little bit more.
:-P
I didn't want you to leave this week, but I had to figure out who was actually lying before I made my choice. you know?
ijeelly 8:00 pm
yeah
ijeelly 8:00 pm
so where do u stand about nathan now?
James 8:01 pm
He needs to go.
ijeelly 8:01 pm
ok agreed =]
well u said u thought i had naks vote
i actually only had amy and erika...
James 8:02 pm
oh
right
good catch
ijeelly 8:04 pm
but nathan has to go...
he's acting all buddy buddy w/ me
and the first thing he said to me was so who's the other vote to keep you?
--"
James 8:05 pm
yeah
he was pushing for you to go
ijeelly 8:06 pm
i think he's been pushing for me for a while
James 8:08 pm
I'm so stupid
ijeelly 8:09 pm
no its ok
he's very good at this game...
James 8:12 pm
you want in a four way alliance? haha
we have an opening. ;-)
ijeelly 8:12 pm
with amy and erika?
James 8:13 pm
I'm kidding
I don't know what happens now.
ijeelly 8:14 pm
lol im so lost all over the place
James 8:14 pm
I do hope that you and I are good
I also hope that maybe the house a whole will want to get rid of Nathan next week.

[Jee Choe]

I laugh at my stupidity in the HOH comp 60 i mean wtf was i thinking? thank goodness nathan was really close of i would've shot myself =X

anyways i'm dumb not to get the first one right since amy was like IM POSITIV ITS TRUE.... man i put fiction anyways dumb me i could've won the HOH

i'm so iffy on nathan right now but i have to suck up to him or else he'll nominate me. i can't reveal my true intentions in this game or i'm done..

nathan said it best himself i would give you the reason but i don't want to reveal the cards oh nathan... that just means you hav a bd plan and you're playing really sly in this game... i know you have an alliance w/ everyone in thsi game right now!

nathan brought me and nakomis into a chat room and then discussed his nominations. for my benefit i want to keep james safe. i think he's still playing me but i hope i can trust him to help me get rid of nathan... idk as long as nathan goes next week i'll be happy and as long as i stay this week =X i want another HOH so badly but idk if i'm ever gonna get it... i suck at these comps as everyone can clearly see =X i have to really on my social skills now which aren't so sharp, although have have established either an alliance, or a "better" relationship with every, not making myself look like a target

no one knows who i'm really with in this game, im seriously thinking about shifting alliance every week lol but i know i need to win hoh and make a big move or i have no chance of winning this game even if i make it to the end yikes....

i just hope nathan doesn't plan on bding me

[Jee Choe]

well i decided not to use the veto... becuase james would go up and get evicted... and i had no incentive to use veto, i mean what am i gonna do w/ erika and amy anyways?

nathan wants erika gone, but i'm still trying to feel this game out and see who the better option at this point is... i don't wanna do what nathan says becuase that's only benefiting him in the long run, i need to think about myself.

well while talking to amy, i decided to hint to her i wanted a f2 deal, so now we have one! so i might just keep her so she can help me out in the game. i mean what are the chances of me winning against james nak or nathan? almost none! maybe it is none becuase ppl see me as doing nothing and as dead weight... w/e screw you guys... i might just take amy and then i'd have a better shot at least. nathan is popular and strong, james is strong, nakomis is popular

me and amy are like whatt!?? lol so i think imma keep her around a while longer despite it being what nathan wants --"

[Jee Choe]

ok well erika's picture has a #4.... and the picture at the bottom has the #5
im wondering what this is... i hope its not the HOH..... or i will be screwed...