Okay, its time for me to stop playing so pussy like. Its time for me to stop whining and woman up? Lol. Yes, so I didn't want to do anything in this game that was going to make me look bad, but it looks like I have too. I have to be the bad guy. I hate that so much because when it comes down to it I love most of the people I'm playing in this game with so you guys have no idea how hard this is for me.
Firstly, like I stated above
Nathan and
Sarah are too close. They obviously have a final two, but than again who doesn't
Nathan have a final two with? Um, yah. -_- I feel like I'm the third wheel on this merry go around. So, I'm going to try and you know split them up. I'm working on it still per say. This week could slip them up anyways if your asking me. Baby steps.
Secondly, I'm serious about my final two with
Erika and if I'm serious about something I want no secrets. Yes, that means I'm exposing people to her one at a time. God, I'm going straight to hell for this. I feel terrible, but if I want the changes I need to see in the game its going to happen.
I think one thing I do need to state is that at this moment in time I'm playing this game for myself fore most. Thats my problem in games, I'm not selfish enough and sometimes you just have to be. So, what I'm trying to say is I told
Erika who
Sarah is. I already knew ahead of time they aren't on good terms.
Thirdly, the F4 alliance between
Nathan, Erika, James, and myself well, I figured out why that all went down or really Erika figured it out. She just happened to point it out to me. There's a nice final two deal going on bewteen those two boys that I'm sure
Nathan never intends to keep. Hm, yes. Craziness I tell you. This little alliance/ voting block/ whatever is okay for now, but I'm not going to stick with it. Jsyk.
Fourthly, I love
Sarah so much and like it really makes me upset that I'm even going to try and get rid of her. Its just I know I could never win to her in this game nor do I even have a final two with her. Plus, the way shes been playing lately I don't get. It's like she doesnt want to upset anybody, but she is upsetting me. Someone that is super close to you, who doesn't use the veto on you two weeks in a row. Hm, thats kind of backwards. I mean the first week, I was like I'll be fine, but I'm not going to lie, I wanted her to use it this week on me. I don't trust these people to vote the way they say they will.
Even if everything turned out okay.
Fifthly, if
Nakky leaves this week and not
Sarah, Erika and I need to scope up Jee. I'm not saying that is going to be easy consider the asian doesn't like me, but its something that is going to be needed in the game. He'd kind of be like a sitting ducky. I'm sure he'll get all kinds of offers thrown at him. I'm sure he'll be able to just sit pretty, as we all go after each other. Hmmm, yes.
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Overall, I'm not dumb. I'm not stupid and I do know what is going on in this game.
Nathan and
Sarah seem to be playing everyone. They'd be comparable to the prom king and queen (since I started comparing everything below this one).
There playing the likeable people in the game. The people you'd never think about voting out. The people you'd want to be your bffs. The people you'd never except to vote you out. Yes.
Nakky is playing socially and talking to everyone. She's the funny girl, the life of the party per say. People like her, but they know she's a threat. She seems to have a lot of people behind her, but than again she has a lot of people that want her out. She's like either hit or miss. Your a fan of hers or your not. I think she'll go sooner rather than later myself.
Jee is the quiet guy. The one your not quite sure about. He makes you uncomfortable and question every little thing he does. I don't believe he is the smartest person in the game, but yet he has still pulled off an HoH win. Jee is fore most with
Nakky in this game. He'd follow her to the grave. They are as close as siamese twins.
James is a character, let me tell you. I guess he'd be the rebel, but I'm not quite sure that is the fitting word I'm looking for. This kid has me all kinds of backwards. He hates me, he loves me, he hates me, he loves me. I feel like I'm picking petals off a damn flower here. Why all the sudden does he have this interest to work together? I mean he just nominated me.
James is fishy to some extremes, but I don't feel like he is someone that would backstab a close ally. I feel like he's in bewteen everything and kind of lost in the chaos.
Erika is the pretty girl/cheerleader. She's social, but sometimes she only talks to you when she really wants something or needs to get the job done right. She's a smart person even though people probably just look past her brains. This makes it easier for her to go under the radar and surpass being nominated most of the time. She'd lie straight to your face if your not considered one of her closest friends. I guess I'm the only one I'd expect her not to lie too. Hm. Crazy.
Now
Amy, sweet little southern belle. She's likeable, but not over liked. She gets over looked and underestimated. She's got her share of deals and promises in the game, but throws a fit sometimes when things don't go her way. Actually, I play similar to the actual Amy if you ask me.
(Better not disagree.) She's kind of the odd little duckling. Sometimes she just agrees to disagree. Overall, she wants to win.
God, longest DR post ever. K. Have fun. If you actually read this.
