Ep.FML - Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy Jesus, Whyyy?

[Nakomis *]

I srsly threw up a little when I saw the results.

I cannot handle having to do this for another week, Im headed for the looney bin.

But, its 4:30am, And I need sleep.

Just had to start this so I'll remember to write in it tomorrow.

P.S: I love James.... NAWT!

[Nakomis *]

okay, so I apologize for the drunk grammer and spelling mistakes that are about to ome


I just know when I am being played for a fool. And, people are attempting to do that now to me.

Like, once again, my bad that i have no updated.. its my first weekend that all my friends have been home and i was kinda non sober for like 40 hours..

but yeah, James has promised me up and down that i am safe, BUT I dont believe him. I dont fucking believe anyone, and at this rate my head is going to be done in before the renom is done..

its just not right, WHY THE FUCK DOES SOMEONE sAVE THAT DUMB AS BITCH OVER THEMSELF.

not not not tnot not not right.

Yes, he was trying to get Roddy nom'd, but oh.. HI, my name is Lorii , and we are supposedly BFFs, but yet you dont save yourself and save DANIELLE, when i could nbe nomd beside you.

ya, ya ya, its gonna be Jee.. but sure i tell people daily that im not going to nominate them, when for reals, i am going to.

Its just not right.

I do NOT trust 1 person in this game anymore.

Not one. Its like me against the music.. it could be fun though if im nominated, because i dont take shit personally BUT I do like to have some fun when its my time to leave... like the second i am voted out, im sooooooooo over it. BUT, ebing in the game.. and on the verge of being voted out, letts just say my lips become loose.

And the shit that I write in here is just a lighter version of the real Lor... ask Bee. .. we had a fun talk last night on MSN, and i was like atihsdigsdobnxdcnbdfxnmkbcnmxlkmnbkl about everyone in my real life.. not pretty.

but yeha, if im still here next week, and i win.. EVERYONE is fair fucking game, and i mean that.
I thinks its high time I stop my acting skillz, and be the real me, which honestly, I doubt any of them will like... its no in the middle with the real me, you like me or hate me.
And honestly, it dont bother me either way.. Im quite happy about myself, and everyone else can just suck it alllllllll the fuck way.




I have to get up at like 9 in the mornign to drive me twin back to our house in this city, so yeah , I ll write more tomorrow/check back tomorrow.


XO
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Gossssssssssip Girl


Haaaa
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[Nakomis *]

OKAY, im actually LOL'ing at my last thing in the big rant i made.. let me make that in normal non drunk non Newf words hahahaha


So, Im pretty much saying that once this week is over, I'm going to start being me. Not the nice "cool beans" nakomis that everyone thinks they know, but the Lorii that this poor DR has the pleasure of knowing. Everyone is shadey as hell, so guess what, should I win the HoH next week, EVERYONE is fair game. I cant say who I will nominate, because it could be any person in this game besides me.

I have a feeling that once I come out as the real me, Im either going to be liked more, or compeltely hated, but that is the way it is in real life... love me or hate me.. at least I am me. And that is more then alot of stupid follower bitches can say.

All I can say to sum this up is that, thank god I have like 5 acting awards under my belt, because if I didnt, I would NOT be able to play the cool beans Nakomis like I have been, but real me is coming out asap, like get me through this round and then it is GAME FUCKING ON.


Id write more, but I have to drive my twin back to our other house in the morning and its 5 am right now, annndddddddddddd i need to sober up before I drive, hope this clears it up and takes out my horrible Newf Slang :/

xox

[Nakomis *]

Oh wow.

Wow at the special ceremony.
Wow at my hot mess DR last night.
Wow at the saweet fight between the boys.
WOW at the bitchin' hamburger costume
Wow at this vote.

wowowowowowowowoowowowowowowowoowowowowowowow.


Soo that is why Nathan was being a sketchy sketch bag bitch. He had this crazy power and "wasn't" aloud to tell me.

Like when he saved Danielle I almost shot myself. Soo ridiculous, like I wanted to kill him, and now to find out he has this power.. jesus jesus.

This vote is super conflicting. Erika who wants me out? Or Roddy who everyone else wants out.
I think it would be in MY best interest to keep Roddy, but Im pretty sure the votes aren't here to keep him, because no matter what wasy I vote, if it ties, Roddys gone.

I think regardless of who leaves it will help me, seeing as they both need to go soonish anyways.

Im not really giving a shit actually, fuck them, f9. Jury (I think) AND i've never been nominated yet.

When it starts getting down this far, its all about figuring who I can beat. And tbh, this jury isnt going to be littered with a bunch of my friends.

Amy, Janelle, Erika? eek. Looks like Im going to have to break my final 2 with Nathan. He would get Amy, Janelle, Danielle, and lord knows who else for sure.

Obviously, Im going to continue to use him. He is VERY instrumental in my game play atm. And will continue to be for a bunch of more rounds. But like I said, if I need to I will take him out, OR if he has to leave in a few weeks, Ill let it slide

Jee only trusts Sarah and Me. Perfect. I think I would murder Jee in a final 2, and I am selfish enough and want to win so much, that yes, I would drag him all the way to f2, just to win

Still along ways to go yet, but like I said, game is on after this vote. Time to shift from playing to get jury, to playing for the end.