[Week 11]

[Jee Choe]

*sigh* i hate this week =/ i just hope i can make it to the jury... everyone in this game is so strong and such a good player im scared... except dani but shes still in and has just as much of a chance as i do in winning and im scared shes gonna win HOH and take me out.... her or jani always come so close =X im always eliminated first so im pretty screwed....

idk if i can trust anyone anymore in this game and im freaking out
nakomis and sarah and roddy are the only ones i can trust really....
amy jani and dani are HUGE wildcards cuz i don't talk to them at all...
james and nathan and erika are wishwashy idk if they would keep me if push comes to shove...

so as u can see my numbers in the game are not that good... theres a huge chance im going next especialy with justin gone now

TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR!

[Jee Choe]

James wins HOH which is REALLY iffy in my opion, becuase we are always on and off on our friendship altough we never hate each other we just dont talk as much as everyone else does and i'm worried... hopefully he'll take into accout that we're chill and not nominate me at all.

[Jee Choe]

ahhaha woops i got really greedy this veto =X
i wanted to veto ball, advantage in hoh hamburger suit and the DR spam sorry poor dr! i wanted it too look like a tried lol

[Jee Choe]

well apparently i am the RENOM! F U JAMES u had it pretty with me i was gonna nom jani and amy if i ever won HOH guess who the new noms are if i stay!? you and jani so STFU screw u.... you are gonna pay if you nominate me...

[Jee Choe]

i lost pov but that was too be expected... fml
if i go home this week over dani im gonna be psised she doens't deserve to be in this game at all

[Jee Choe]

this week is redic... nathan wins veto uses it on dani then used the cout de whatever and noms erika and roddy im picces cuz i really want roddy to stay =/ and now i don't think we can get the votes.... its so sad

[Jee Choe]

i'm really vulnerable in this game beucase everyone seems to be reverting to the big alliance and guess who's the only person here that wasn't invited to it poor little jee --" now eveyrone is going to be targeting me like crazy and roddy was the only one protecting me....

i tried pumping james for info and he says he's gone with the big alliance and will remain loyal to me despite wanting to nominate me if nate has used veto on himself =X

idk i should thank nathan becuase if it weren't for him i would deff have been put on the block, but at the same time i think i would've had tthe votes... roddy erika, nate, sarah, and nak would've all kept me in the game =X

so the only ppl i can trust next week will be sarah becuase i have made a final 2 deal with her...

if i win HOH dani is gone cuz she doesn't deserve to be here! it pisses me off everyone here has played a much better game then her and why is she here if she only talks to 3 ppl!? that makes no sense for me....

at least i have been scrambling to make alliances and friends in the game and trying to shift votes where they need to be. dani has been doing SQUAT it sucks... idk what to do in this game anymore...

glad i made jury but idk how far into jury i will last since i suck at all these HOHs...

[Jee Choe]

oh i forgot to add i want to keep roddy but the votes aren't there for him no way he's getting 5 votes

[Jee Choe]

Oh crap... you know what i just realized?
roddy will have dani jani james and amy voting to keep him... all he needs is me an he stays...
but by keeping roddy i piss my alliance off and i lose erika who would actually vote w/ u... but if roddy leaves thats "one less problem" to worry about but i like roddy more then i do erika, and erika is a while card...
im the swing vote this week =X i did not even realize that until now and its a lot riskier for me then anyone else in the game crap on my life....

do i keep roddy my friend on the other side
or do i keep erika my kinda friend on my side?