Oh what the fuck.

[Erika Landin]

Okay...so the plan is to backdoor Nathan...I am almost positive. And the sad thing is I think he knows...and I think alot of people know. I def. don't trust Sarah, she's flakey and with my "alliance" and I also don't trust Jee, both saying they wonder what's going to happen this week. I am upset that Jee and Justin are targetting Nathan, considering one of them is the flip vote I'm sure and not really with us... . These people are so retarded. I want to win PoV, but I kind of don't. If Nathan wins, I keep a potential ally, and he told me he will remove me from the block. But if I win...he goes up and gets evicted, most likely. Also, if Nathan uses PoV on me people might get suspicious at our closeness and that would thus put the bullseye on my back. So fucking complicated. I just wish I could speak up, but I want to make jury. I don't wanna shoot myself in the foot this close...

This week sucks. Either way, I'm losing a potential ally. I will be voting one of my closest friends out in the house I do believe, over a fucking inactive Danielle, who I want to leave. All out of pleasing people that I hate and keeping me safe. God this is twisted...but I guess that's BB for you.

I think I need some air. -.-

[Erika Landin]

sarahurtv8 (9:50:47 PM): hey
sarahurtv8 (9:50:48 PM): !
urtverika (9:51:05 PM): hey girlie
sarahurtv8 (9:51:46 PM): whats up?
urtverika (9:52:02 PM): nmm
urtverika (9:52:03 PM): you??
sarahurtv8 (9:52:16 PM): i just got done with veto finally lol
urtverika (9:52:26 PM): same
sarahurtv8 (9:52:46 PM): i think i did pretty bad lol
urtverika (9:52:54 PM): same
sarahurtv8 (9:52:57 PM):
sarahurtv8 (9:53:34 PM): well anyways, just so u know, like if noms stay the same, u have my vote
urtverika (9:53:40 PM): aw thanks girl <3
urtverika (9:53:43 PM): i appreciate it
sarahurtv8 (9:54:00 PM): no problem! i hate that people keep leaving over danielle
sarahurtv8 (9:54:02 PM): its so annoying
urtverika (9:54:13 PM): ugh
urtverika (9:54:16 PM): it pisses me off
urtverika (9:54:18 PM): seriously
urtverika (9:54:19 PM): :
urtverika (9:54:20 PM):
sarahurtv8 (9:55:51 PM): me too
sarahurtv8 (9:56:13 PM): well, we'll just have to campaign like crazy. did roddy really tell you that u werent the target?
urtverika (9:56:21 PM): thats what he said
urtverika (9:56:24 PM): but idk who to believe
sarahurtv8 (9:58:01 PM): ill show u what he told me
sarahurtv8 (9:58:28 PM): sarahurtv8 (12:52:41 AM): so i was just wondering, any idea which one is the target this week?
RoDDyDevilMonsta (12:54:50 AM): well, i'd prefer erika over dani tbh
RoDDyDevilMonsta (12:54:52 AM): only because
RoDDyDevilMonsta (12:55:00 AM): i feel like dani going would be a waste of an HoH week
RoDDyDevilMonsta (12:55:10 AM): wbu?
RoDDyDevilMonsta (12:55:13 AM): what are you thinking?
sarahurtv8 (12:59:26 AM): oh, i dont know. i was just gonna ask u. i guess personally, i rather danielle go lol
sarahurtv8 (9:58:54 PM): we cant let the vote tie
urtverika (10:00:09 PM): ugh
urtverika (10:00:10 PM):
urtverika (10:00:24 PM): he told me i was safe wtf
urtverika (10:00:33 PM): maybe he has something else in mind. ;o
sarahurtv8 (10:00:46 PM): i heard he was attempting to backdoor someone lol
sarahurtv8 (10:01:04 PM): but he's so dumb cuz he ran his mouth
urtverika (10:01:15 PM): thats what i heard
urtverika (10:01:16 PM):
sarahurtv8 (10:01:21 PM): and it wont happen in the end
urtverika (10:01:30 PM): prob not
urtverika (10:01:35 PM): did he tell you who he was backdooring
sarahurtv8 (10:01:42 PM): he didnt tell me anything
urtverika (10:01:45 PM): okay
sarahurtv8 (10:01:50 PM): its obvious
sarahurtv8 (10:02:04 PM): i sort of pieced it all together
sarahurtv8 (10:02:20 PM): and figured its a backdoor plan, but i dont know who.. it could have been me lol
urtverika (10:02:21 PM): it is obvious
urtverika (10:02:26 PM): i have no idea
urtverika (10:02:36 PM): but it will backfire prob
sarahurtv8 (10:02:45 PM): but from what nathan told me, he probably isnt using it, but im definitely gonna work my ass off to ensure u have the votes
urtverika (10:02:58 PM): aw girl i would appreciate
urtverika (10:03:10 PM): i really would like to stay i dont think ive done anything wrong to anyone
sarahurtv8 (10:03:25 PM): no, u really havent
urtverika (10:04:01 PM): nathan won.
sarahurtv8 (10:04:12 PM): yea i saw
sarahurtv8 (10:04:16 PM): oh i thought u did too
urtverika (10:04:25 PM): i guess we shall see what happens

[Erika Landin]

Nathan used the PoV on me, and we agreed to keep working together. I know Jee/Justin aren't trustworthy, and unfortunately I kind of am stuck working with them. . Roddy said he is putting up Justin I believe, which will help us in the long run considering his F2 with Nakomis. Amy and I are discussing the need to eliminate my "allies" Justin/Jee/Nakomis/ because we can't trust them down the line.

This should be interesting. I am just glad Nathan was honest and and respected his original decision. He is more trustworthy they he was accused of being, and I feel bad for doubting him.