now i know that the thread is entitled my very first confessional but id rather not have a million confessional threads soo i'll continue with writing in here. so i know i haven't even written about my room choice *gasps* what was i thinkingg.
i'm not gonna lie i was kinda worried about choosing the biggest room because i didn't want to be seen as a target or something cuz of course we're all going to become really close. but on the other side i'm glad that i did pick that room because so far we're all really close. of course nathan, is the only guy with a bunch of hot girls. i'm sure hes loving that.
i'm honestly surprised i lasted so long in the hoh comp. well maybe not surprised but definitely pleased. now i'm not really going around saying this to many people but i figure i can tell you here since of course your not going to go around telling everybody my secrets
but i'm very good at endurance comps. of course not as good as david because theres no way i would have stayed up til 5 am. well maybe if i didnt have class in the morning. (this competition should be very interesting when i'm on winter break for a month
i also didn't really wanna win this hoh. i wanted to last long enough in the competition to show that i'm not just going to quit or that i'm an inactive but not long enough to actually win. it seems like the first hoh is a lot to deal with especially when its the first week in the house and you have no idea who to nominate. i do know that kasyar will probably be an obvious choice. he's never on, and didn't even compete in the challenge. i messaged kaysar one of the first days and i still haven't heard back from him. i know a few of the other people that i've talked to have said the same thing. so i have a feeling hes going to be a definite choice of a nominee.
towards the end the final girls and i: holly, nakomis, erika (before she was eliminated), and amy (before she was eliminated) created a chat room (although for some reason it wouldnt send the invite to holly so more or less i just made sure she was included in it through me) and struck a deal stating that if any of us won we wouldnt nominate the other person. so as i had promised to one of the house calls staff i will post the convo here but i'm going to do it at the bottom so that i can finish with everything else im going to talk about.
as far as being safe this week i have a very good feeling i will be. even if david wins. i had talked to him earlier in the day when the competition was a few hours in and he had told me he was going to be able to last all night (he wasnt kidding) i told him if he did not to nominate me. more or less jokingly but he told me that i had nothing to worry about. so with that i'm glad that i stayed in the comp long enough for self satisfaction and other than that i'm not too concerned about being put up and if anybody approaches me about being a pawn i will strongly disagree to that fact but if it happens i guess it happens but i would not be happy about it. and as promised here is the chat convo:
urtverika (1:23:35 AM): heyy
urtverika (1:23:35 AM):
xxnakomis (1:23:42 AM): Heyy
JediJanieURTV8 (1:23:46 AM): heyy!
urtverika (1:23:59 AM): should we invite holly?
xxnakomis (1:24:11 AM): Sure!
JediJanieURTV8 (1:24:20 AM): i invited her
JediJanieURTV8 (1:24:24 AM): shes still waiting for it i guess
urtverika (1:24:28 AM): whats up ladies?
xxnakomis (1:24:48 AM): Nothing much.. tryin to stay awake lol
urtverika (1:24:54 AM): ugh me too
urtverika (1:24:55 AM): :-\
JediJanieURTV8 (1:25:00 AM): i know
JediJanieURTV8 (1:25:02 AM): i have class early
xxnakomis (1:25:11 AM): This is insane!
urtverika (1:25:18 AM): ikrr
JediJanieURTV8 (1:25:18 AM): i think its giong to be a co-hoh
urtverika (1:25:20 AM): :\
cheeseyamybelle (1:25:35 AM): i think it is too
urtverika (1:25:40 AM): probss
xxnakomis (1:25:41 AM): Me roo
JediJanieURTV8 (1:25:42 AM): how long can everybody last? cuz i'm getting really tired
xxnakomis (1:25:42 AM): *too
cheeseyamybelle (1:25:54 AM): me too.
cheeseyamybelle (1:25:57 AM): and i have homework.
JediJanieURTV8 (1:25:58 AM): someobdy else try and invite holly it wont work for me
urtverika (1:26:01 AM): i can last.
urtverika (1:26:06 AM): i dont want to though
urtverika (1:26:06 AM):
xxnakomis (1:26:26 AM): Im good for another while.. as long as i dont mess up
cheeseyamybelle (1:26:26 AM): yeah.
urtverika (1:26:33 AM): i think everyone will keep each other her safe though, right??
urtverika (1:26:42 AM): here*
JediJanieURTV8 (1:26:58 AM): i will if i win
xxnakomis (1:27:04 AM): I definatly will.
JediJanieURTV8 (1:27:05 AM): i honestly cant stay up much longer though
cheeseyamybelle (1:27:10 AM): yes
urtverika (1:27:12 AM): i know i will
cheeseyamybelle (1:27:13 AM): i will for sure.
urtverika (1:27:19 AM): holly im sure will
JediJanieURTV8 (1:27:28 AM): if i had showered earlier i would be able to
cheeseyamybelle (1:27:29 AM): we all should probably get some sleep.
cheeseyamybelle (1:27:30 AM):
urtverika (1:27:59 AM): im just worried it might not be co :-\
JediJanieURTV8 (1:28:07 AM): i think it will be
JediJanieURTV8 (1:28:09 AM): but if david gets it
JediJanieURTV8 (1:28:17 AM): hes not going to be to much of a pain on how to nom
JediJanieURTV8 (1:28:20 AM): he wont wanna nominate any of us
urtverika (1:28:27 AM): yeah
cheeseyamybelle (1:28:31 AM): yea
xxnakomis (1:29:12 AM): I think it would be good though if one of us had it with them just to make sure..
JediJanieURTV8 (1:29:17 AM): yeah i agre
xxnakomis (1:29:19 AM): like if drew or david won it.
urtverika (1:29:19 AM): amys out :\
JediJanieURTV8 (1:29:20 AM): *agree
cheeseyamybelle (1:29:22 AM): um.
cheeseyamybelle (1:29:27 AM): i missed my post.
JediJanieURTV8 (1:29:39 AM):
xxnakomis (1:29:42 AM): I dont mind at all stayin up and fighting for it.. im up late all the time anyways
JediJanieURTV8 (1:30:08 AM): i woujldnt mind if i didnt have class
JediJanieURTV8 (1:30:15 AM): and i cant miss it cuz we have a peresentation to give
JediJanieURTV8 (1:30:18 AM): *presentation
JediJanieURTV8 (1:31:16 AM): hollys also in on this deal right? cuz the invite wont work for some reason
urtverika (1:31:26 AM): yeah she is
cheeseyamybelle (1:31:27 AM): alright girls, im going to be here doing homework.
cheeseyamybelle (1:31:34 AM): if you guys need any company IM me.
JediJanieURTV8 (1:31:45 AM): holly said shes not going to nominate any of us either
JediJanieURTV8 (1:31:56 AM): so iof they actually switch it
JediJanieURTV8 (1:32:03 AM): only one person will win
xxnakomis (1:33:35 AM): yeah
JediJanieURTV8 (1:33:41 AM): so we have to last past them
urtverika (1:34:02 AM): so what is the plan?
JediJanieURTV8 (1:34:09 AM): i'll drop soon
xxnakomis (1:34:11 AM): What if we continually pressured one of them?
xxnakomis (1:34:16 AM): lol
JediJanieURTV8 (1:34:19 AM): davids in it for the long run
JediJanieURTV8 (1:34:25 AM): i dont think hes going anywhere and i hate to say it
xxnakomis (1:35:22 AM): I think so too
urtverika (1:35:26 AM): this may sound crazy
urtverika (1:35:35 AM): but what if we tried to trick him up
urtverika (1:35:39 AM): all of us used the same avatar
JediJanieURTV8 (1:35:40 AM): how so
urtverika (1:35:43 AM): it could work.
urtverika (1:35:51 AM): :\
JediJanieURTV8 (1:36:01 AM): but wouldnt the host need to change the size of the avatar
urtverika (1:36:18 AM): oh if it isnt custom, maybe
urtverika (1:36:18 AM):
JediJanieURTV8 (1:36:21 AM): yeah
JediJanieURTV8 (1:36:28 AM): cuz if they all got smaller hed notice
JediJanieURTV8 (1:36:45 AM): i thought of disguisging it as the same color background until i realized everybody has a different skin
xxnakomis (1:37:03 AM): lol.
xxnakomis (1:37:10 AM): David said he is good till at least 5
JediJanieURTV8 (1:37:15 AM): yeaaah haha
JediJanieURTV8 (1:37:21 AM): i'll be in bed by then
xxnakomis (1:37:36 AM): i really wanna know if its a co hoh
JediJanieURTV8 (1:37:41 AM): nobody will tell me
JediJanieURTV8 (1:37:47 AM): i tried to get one of the hc ppl to tell me
urtverika (1:37:59 AM): haha
JediJanieURTV8 (1:38:25 AM): he wouldnt haha
xxnakomis (1:38:26 AM): Because if it is.. once it was down to like 3.. maybe one of the guys would drop out if promised safety
urtverika (1:38:35 AM): we could set our avatars to daniells i think
urtverika (1:38:40 AM): idk if he would fall for it
urtverika (1:38:51 AM): sincce daniel has a premade..
JediJanieURTV8 (1:38:52 AM): i dont think so cuz shes not still in it
JediJanieURTV8 (1:38:58 AM): is she?
urtverika (1:38:58 AM): drew*
JediJanieURTV8 (1:39:10 AM): ohh i was gonna sayy
urtverika (1:39:23 AM): im actually out
urtverika (1:39:25 AM): woops
urtverika (1:39:27 AM): okay.
urtverika (1:39:35 AM): i would say you ladies try to try that.
JediJanieURTV8 (1:40:06 AM): whos avatar would we use
urtverika (1:40:13 AM): daniels?
urtverika (1:40:20 AM): since he needs to post after daniel?
xxnakomis (1:41:25 AM): Holly asked KC and its only one HOH
urtverika (1:41:35 AM): ok,
urtverika (1:41:36 AM):
JediJanieURTV8 (1:41:42 AM): ugh
urtverika (1:43:07 AM): okay bed time for me then.
urtverika (1:43:11 AM): good luck ladiessssssssssss
urtverika (1:43:21 AM): <333
JediJanieURTV8 (1:43:24 AM): thanks
xxnakomis (1:43:24 AM): Janelle, if you wanna drop its okay.. Holly told me shes gonna try for another while.. and im not going anywhere.. and if I win your completely safe
JediJanieURTV8 (1:43:24 AM): nite
JediJanieURTV8 (1:43:31 AM): ok
JediJanieURTV8 (1:43:37 AM): i'm going to drop then
JediJanieURTV8 (1:43:41 AM): i talked to david
urtverika (1:43:48 AM): tty girls lata
xxnakomis (1:43:54 AM): bye ladies
JediJanieURTV8 (1:43:56 AM): and he said that he wont nominatea ny of us
JediJanieURTV8 (1:43:59 AM): and neither will drew
xxnakomis (1:44:07 AM): Perfect
JediJanieURTV8 (1:44:26 AM): so i think either way try to win it
JediJanieURTV8 (1:44:28 AM): but if you cant
JediJanieURTV8 (1:44:31 AM): then i think we're safe either way
xxnakomis (1:44:49 AM): No problem girl.. Im gonna try my best
JediJanieURTV8 (1:45:01 AM): thanks i'll be back in a few
JediJanieURTV8 (1:45:05 AM): i'll im u wen i get back
xxnakomis (1:45:38 AM): k