Of course Nathan had an ulterior motive. I should have guessed.
I'm sorry Roddy, my superpal, my #1, that you're now in this position and probably leaving. That was sarcastic for anyone who thought otherwise.
I don't regret anything I've said. I don't live that way. It was quite satisfying actually.
You say I exposed myself? Well I was just honest with people, that's it. It's how I was feeling, and how I'm still feeling. I don't like you. I never could trust you but I did, because people told me that I could.
So I've actually got the time now to compile that list of questionable things you've done in the game and things that I've heard...
#1 - I was never coming after you, despite what that liar Drew told you before you nominated me. Unless you made that up, I wouldn't put it past you. We were supposed to be in an alliance, so imagine my surprise when you believe someone from the other side of the house and don't even give me a chance to defend myself. This was the same week where you refused to put up Drew even though people like myself, David and Janelle wanted him out.
#2 Oh, you remember that auction where I won HOH? The one where you didn't give me any money because you didn't want to look bad to Drew, Justin and Jee. Right, what was it you said? Oh, that you were going to try to win veto and use it to save one of them.
#3 How about this very week, when you wanted me to put up Roddy even though it was not my wish. No, you went against what I wanted as HOH. That's a bitch move and what started all of this. I didn't want you out before that.
#4 How about David recently telling me that you orchestrated his demise? Yeah, I didn't get all the details, but why would David lie about that after his eviction and his nice words to you in his goodbye message to the house?
#5 The very fact that you hid that little detail about the coup d'etat. Right, so maybe you couldn't tell anyone about it. But you've never trusted me and I knew it. You didn't make it easy for me to trust you either.
#6 Volunteering to be nominated and asking me not to say anything about it to anyone at first. Of course, I did as insurance that you wouldn't later try to turn it around on me and put me in a negative light.
#7 Oh, when I talked with everyone before the nominations, I spoke to Danielle also. She told me she really had no idea what was happening in the game, and that she only talked to three people. Guess who was one of them...oh that's right, you. Does anyone else find it odd that Nathan is one of the only people the "inactive" person talks to?
So who's actually on your side then since you figured it out? Oh, that's right...EVERYBODY!!
I should congratulate you now on winning the game?
I know my days are numbered, but I've already accepted that. Long before this Special Ceremony crap. My main goal until now was to make it to jury and I have. But when I do go down, you can bet I'm taking you with me.
But don't expect me to have a hissy and start throwing mic packs in the pool.