I don't remember the Week: The Sc00p

[Erika Landin]

Okay HC I know you must hate me for like not writing detailed confessionals or anything, but the truth is nothing really interesting ever happens to me. I mean I have conversations with people but their not interesting really, lol. Well I guess this round was kind of interesting so I'll talk about it.

I've been getting close to Jee these past few weeks, and I think he was hinting at an alliance yesterday between us. He asked me who I was close to, and I told him not alot of people. Which is pretty much the truth. The only other person I can actually say I am close with is Nathan...so I kind of am in a strange position at this stage in the game. I'm glad I've been getting closer to people. Maybe that will help me along.

Anyways: Jee asked me this, and that's what I told him. I proceeded to tell him good luck with winning HoH at the auction...and that is when things got a little "sticky". Nathan imd me about a second later and told me to get in a chat with him and James. James was at that top going to bid on HoH and needed my money...so I was inclined to give it to him. We aren't the closest, but we are friendly, and any shot at an alliance with strong people that are "insiders" I will gladly take. But then there was Jee who I told I wanted him to win the competition and there I am giving money to another player. He was upset, but I think he got over it after I kind of told a lie that I didn't really have a choice and was motivated primarily for my own safety out of fear James would nominate me. I think he's over it now that he won PoV, but it was still a weird situation.

Okay: So James wins PoV and makes his noms. Now Jee told me he wasn't very close with anyone but decides to use the PoV on Justin? I'm going to call a red flag there. Clearly an alliance that he wasn't straight up about. So now I don't feel too bad about not letting him win HoH. =X In the meantime, James nominates Dani to take Justin's spot. THEN: James sends a PM saying he wants Drew out...although Danielle is inactive. He tells me he will have my back at next HoH if I follow through with this.

So there was a dillemna. However, I have started to take a liking for Drew. We talked for a while last night and I really didn't want to get rid of him. I did consult with Nathan who said he would be evicting Dani as well (um...who wants an inactive once Jury comes) so I don't feel to bad. Sorry Justin. =X

In the meantime, I CAN VOTE NOW. One month was too long.

~With Love,

Erika

[Erika Landin]

Bring on the damn drama. Alliance offer, accusations, and shady events, all in one fucking day. Now you can tell this game is def. heating up. So...where should we start?

I guess I'll start with accusations, as that is where it all started. Apparently there were supposed to be four votes on Drew: myself, Jee, Nathan, and Justin. However, only three wound up making it to eviction. Both Jee and Justin accused me of being the false vote, but after showing them a screenshot they both believe me. Which means Nathan is lying...which brings us to our next point.

Shady events. So, Nathan lying means he lied to me too. And I thought we were so close. This is kind of fucking me over since I told him I wanted Nakomis gone, and if he is tech. a snake who knows if I can trust him not to tell Naky. Especially since he was "with" Naky according to James. Ugh. I really can't afford to fuck my game this close to jury. And yet...this brings us to our last point.

Alliance. James asked me to join his side, which unfortunately I really don't want to do but don't see an option. The other side never offered me a position, and therefore I don't really know what to do if I don't want everyone mad at me. So...I told James I would join him, Jee, Nakomis, Sarah, and "Nathan". Now I like Jee and Nathan (if Nathan isn't a lying snake to me) so I really don't mind joining that side except that I don't really like Nakomis, as mentioned. I also still have my true alliance with Amy on the other side, so I really don't want to lose that connection either. Gah, I fucking hate being in the middle. It makes things soooo complicated. -.-


And slop still sucks.

[Erika Landin]

Um...so just a hunch...I think Jee is the flip vote. I don't know why but I have a feeling...

[Erika Landin]

So I am nominated with Roddy's intentions of backdooring someone (which I am positive is Nathan). Which fucking sucks because I don't think Nathan is the snake and I think Justin and Jee are just trying to get his ass out. Roddy told me he would take me off the block if I vote to evict his backdoor nominee. This is fucking hard as my "alliance" obviously wants Nathan gone but I don't. Idk what to do.